After a year or more off, I am inspired to write again and reflect.......Stay tuned!
Life is too precious to stop living, to hide away, to have self-pity and to have self-doubt. Yes - I stopped living my life after the birthfather went to jail, Yes - I stopped living my life after the birth, Yes - I stopped living my life while fighting the contempted adoption and… Continue reading L is for Life….
Throughout my pregnancy and post-pregnancy, I kept myself in isolation. I went one complete year without saying a word to anyone that was not in my everyday life or within my inner circle. I was three months along in my pregnancy on Easter of 2014 when I decided to break one… Continue reading I is for Isolation….
Why would I have to worry about homophobic people in my journey....Well simply because when I choose a family, I chose a same-sex couple. Homophobia ~ "Encompasses a range of negative attitudes and feelings toward homosexuality or people who are identified or perceived as being lesbian, gay, bisexual or transgender (LGBT)." I know I should not let those people's judgement effect me but when comments are made… Continue reading H is for Homophobia……
I was given a Giving Key by my son's adoptive parents when they came to the hospital and met him for the first time. Baby B was placed into the arms of one his parents by mom mom and I placed the key around my neck. I gave them a family but they gave me… Continue reading G is for Giving…..
Fallon was born in May 2017 almost two and a half year after B was born. I from the time B was born till Fallon was born never opened my heart to an infant because I was afraid to love a baby. That all changed when I held her for the first time, from that… Continue reading F is for Fallon